Tuesday, January 25, 2011

later that same day....

lol sorry if I'm bothering anyone with these constant posts. It's just that I've lost my voice, and if I don't get all these words out I might lose my mind as well.

before i rant about my calories, a word of thanks-
Ariana- thank you so much for the kind word earlier. It really helped me out when I was feeling so terrible.
Sofia- thank you for all the nice things you say, you make me feel so much less alone. I wish we were friends out there in the real world.
Lu- thanks for always being positive and keeping things sunny. The umbrella in your profile pic suits you, you sheila us from the storms with your beauty and happy thoughts
I appreciate all the comments so much, they make my day <3 sorry I don't respond to them by name. But I try to read everyone's blogs and comment as much as possible when I have something good to say. thank you

so anyways...
I said earlier that I was saving the 300 for dinner, and it worked out nicely for dinner. I had salad (I count it as veggies) with only a teaspoon of dressing (40) and half a cup of milk (50) with a third cup of pasta (80). I was so proud of myself.

but then like 20 minutes ago the hunger kicked in like crazy. I ended up eating half the peanut butter sandwich my dad packed for the lunch I never ate (150). I'm so mad at myself right now. I was doing so well and then I fucked it all up. boo

total of 320 today. It was supposed to be a 300 day. I didn't want to work out today.... I know, I'm a lazy slug. I'm still sore from the weekend (+monday) of super-jackie work out. but now I have to do 10 minutes jump rope for that horrid pb sandwich.

2 comments:

  1. it was still a really good day! 320 isnt far from 300 at all!
    and youre certainly welcome, i do what i can. i would love to have you as a friend. my current "friends" are quite lacking.

    stay lovely. <3

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  2. You intake is still good for the day! You can knock out 20 cals in no time just buy dancing some! Mom used to pack my lunches when I first started to uni because I'd be gone all day (she still likes to think I'm little sometimes) and unless I threw them out as soon as I got to school I would give in and eat them EVERY time (especially the pb&js). And just because you're sore & don't want to exercsei today doesn't mean you're lazy, it just means you're human!

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