just to tell ya

i wish i could tell you that he never got over you. i wish i could let you know that he still cries at holidays and when someone brings you up. i wish i could tell you that your baby only thinks of you as an abstract thought. i wish i could tell you that your little boy is tall and confused. i wish i could tell you that he stays silent when he's uncomfortable. i wish i could tell you that we all do that. i wish i could tell you that your mother is sad and can't take much more of life's crap. i wish i could tell you that i needed you. i wish i could tell you that i still need you and that i always will.