Starting Line

I am stout. short and fat. the short part I don't mind so much, but it's the fat part that gets me. and I'm ugly. what a combo.

I have zero self control. I can't run very long, I can't control my eating, i can't make myself throw up. I'm terrible.

But this year I will be beautiful. It will happen.

the trouble is my lack of scale. I have to rely on an unreliable source- the wii fit thing. I weighed myself at the mountain house and it said 153. barf. but wii fit said today 146. so from now on I will rely on wii fit until a bathroom scale is aquired.

starting weight: 146

goal weight by 1/31: 140

goal 2/28: 135

goal 3/31: 130

goal 4/31: 125

and we'll see how things go after that.

other weight goals:

-size 6 prom dress

-cute fame costume

-fit comfortably into skinny jeans

-thin face

-thin arms

-bikini for senior week

-skinny fingers

beauty goals:

-tanner

-better make up

-better clothes

-prettier hair

-look better in pictures