Prettier

I'm trying to be in love with myself. I'm trying really hard.
I babysat these kids today, cute little toddlers. they are twins, a boy and a girl who are about a year and a half. the whole time I was thinking about how once upon a time I was a baby. And once upon a time my dad looked at me the way their parents look at them. Once upon a time everyone thought I was as beautiful as I think these kids are.
I was also thinking how sad I would be if the little girl grew up to think that she wasn't pretty. I think she's gorgeous. she's the prettiest little baby and it would be terrible if she ever felt unbeautiful.
So I'm going to try to feel pretty. I going to try to love myself. I'm just going to be more pretty. I can feel pretty now, and feel even prettier when I lose all this weight.